who you were... who you are

People change, its natural... but when you look back on yourself then... and compare to now, its strange. Knowig that who you "were" back in the past, is nothing like you now? You might have changed for the best, or for the worst. This of course is because of the one thing we call school. Its supposed to be about education.... not all of it is just about acheiving good grades. You build up strong friendships, love, hate, the LOT. But when you feel as if you have to be someone your not sometime, makes you realise- who am i trying to impress? And why? Pubertys a bitch, and i dont see why im expressing my feelings on a blog that noone is gonna read. Pointless.

the future

I began career advice in school, im 14, my ideas of what i want to be when im older is...scary! thinking about the world, how im going to raise my OWN family, house and more. Its strange to think in 20 years time il have children and a husband (fingers crossed)! But, somehow i dont want to even think about the future... or more a less plan it? Its a silly thing to think but, its weird thinking about a whole life and what i want to do with it! I think that my current GCSE's are hard work. Imagine Uni! Work! Its alot to think about right now, but im just going to stay put and sit and actually think- what do i want to do?
Anonymous Grace x
(Oh yeah seeing as this IS my first blog, my name isnt actually grace)